tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788010957215749065.post2295028578435808279..comments2023-05-08T10:05:00.033-04:00Comments on One Day at a Time: Today the Storm is RagingCrystal http://www.blogger.com/profile/04721790696209238907noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788010957215749065.post-5014958820111854892013-11-19T05:06:18.569-05:002013-11-19T05:06:18.569-05:00My dearest Crystal,
You and Eddy know how much I ...My dearest Crystal, <br />You and Eddy know how much I love Avery, You, and Eddy. I am looking forward to Harper believing all will be well. Yes I too have flashbacks that pain my soul. If it is any consolation just know how much you are loved and how blessed I feel to have a daughter-in-law as special as you are. I don't think the holidays will ever be easy for you all, but we will never, ever forget Avery, and we look forward to the joy that Harper will bring to you all and our entire family. As always my prayers are for all of you. Love PapawAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05813051038976796462noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788010957215749065.post-53133736537763047142013-11-18T20:03:47.365-05:002013-11-18T20:03:47.365-05:00I have been reading your blog for a while now. I h...I have been reading your blog for a while now. I haven't commented before but after reading your words from today, I have to. My story is similar to yours in that I lost my baby girl without warning almost 7 months ago. So many of the things you have written are exactly how I feel. You capture my feelings in words in a way that I wish I could. I am so sorry that you have to travel this road. Thank you for sharing your journey! I know we don't know each other but I will lift you up in prayer.Trinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1788010957215749065.post-19268563622819501592013-11-18T15:36:14.898-05:002013-11-18T15:36:14.898-05:00Crystal, I feel like I could've written these ...Crystal, I feel like I could've written these very words today. I woke up at 3am this morning to go to the bathroom, and I couldn't go back to sleep. My brain was racing. Questioning how I'm going to get through this next month. Is Bowie really going to arrive? I don't know what that's like...but I should...<br /><br />So many things.<br /><br />I'm currently struggling with going through the dresser that's housed Luke's things for a year and 2 months. I have to add her things to this. I have to pull some of the boy-ish things out and put them in a hope chest...I hate this, but I know I have to do it. <br /><br />I'm scared that the flashbacks will come once I get to the hospital on December 12. That it will all come flooding back to me and she'll be gone too. I talk myself out of it everytime I think it, but until she's here, I just can't make the possible thought go away.<br /><br />We're almost there. That's all we can keep telling ourselves. And you will never be a disappointment--to either of your girls. ALWAYS know that. Big hugs.Jenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17635247963030386492noreply@blogger.com